Curious and Silly Mother

  While you were sleeping,  I took a sigh of relief that   finally , my sweet wild child,   finally   you were resting While you were sleeping,  I had dishes piled and laundry overflowing, but instead I just laid beside you, peaceful and still. While you were sleeping,  I just stared at you, in awe, that something so perfect could come from me. While you were sleeping,  I watched your tiny chest move up and down, and when your breathing would slow, I placed my ear to your mouth to ensure I could hear your tiny breaths. While you were sleeping,  I prayed over you. I thanked God at least 100 times that you were here and healthy, but most of all—that you were mine. While you were sleeping,  I noticed your onesie was almost too small for you. This was probably the last time I would ever see you in that. While you were sleeping,  I smiled as I gently ran my fingers through your messy hair. I've never seen another human pul...

 And so was the beginning of becoming an entire new human in the process of growing another human. How difficult is it to accept the role of becoming someone who is frowned upon when you commit a silly mistake too as a parent. Is it so difficult to accept that parents are humans too. I would like to reiterate her the word parents, because not just the mother but the father also goes through some transition here. Even though the mother is the primary care giver to the children, a father doesn't have any less of a responsibility. Most of the times, I have seen fathers doing it so well that they almost get compliments. But why? I feel this behaviour of our society essentially denies the basic role a father is supposed to play by glorifying it.   Enough of these thoughts :-😁. Back to our journey..... those little eyes looking at me for assurance made sure that I do everything best for her. No reasons can be enough to tell why it happened. It just did. Happiest feeling ever, ...

 Once upon a time there was a girl who was very happy.... So so happy that she decided to become a mother ..... !!!! And starts a new adventure!! Oh, what a wonderful thing to nurture another human she thought. Little moments felt in her womb were the best part. Very fond of the little human growing inside her, she decided to be the best of all for this tiny human. She wanted to keep this little delinquent all to herself but was also eager to show those tiny little eyes the beautiful world. She wanted to world to see what an  amazing creation she was holding.  Mother!!! I am a mother now!! Behold, no one in this world is more important that my baby she thought. The tiny little human looked at her for assurance and she gave her best. Those glittering eyes looked at her and her heart would fill with love one can hardly imagine. And then the baby started to grow. The tiny legs started to walk and it started to see the world, creating beautiful experiences along the way. And ...